Crazy Waiting In My Life..

I ever crazy waiting for my ex 1 whole day & eat nothing, just stay at a place till midnight. Just wana waiting him to come back, give him a hug & talking with him. He was get mad because of me.

Mid night, ultimately he came back. He din call me anymore even he know im still waiting him at outside, but he straight back to his room.I got text him & tell him i need medicine since i waiting whole day without eat anything, was feel dizzy. He also din reply me anymore. Till i call him, he just release his hot temper & speak laudly with me and then ask me go away..

This is de 1st time i face the sully in my life. How hurt am i when the people i love treat me like that. This feeling really suck.. Until now i also cant ignore the fear feeling to all of this......

Can You Feel The Love Tonight ?

It is where we are..

Empty Me

This is not naked, its Artistic.. Pls do not confused ok..

Can you get the feel i show you? Empty body with empty heart but my eyes telling you something there.. If you catch it, just let me know.



Drink..Drink... Drunkkkkk..

Liquor & beer always by my side nowaday.. Its become my partner when i was feeling down. Like the feel to make me blur then able to put down all that unhappy matter temporary, to be relax.

Sometime human really need something different to colour the life, & i choose liquor & beer. Now, i am ready to face all the hurt 1 by 1 to find back my happiness that i lost it long time ago.

Just let me drunk now, i promise will stand up with the new YL soon.

婚纱

我认为世上最美的衣裳就是婚纱。如果某天我能穿上我亲手设计的婚纱和我心爱的人一起许下承诺，套上终身的婚戒，不离不弃的走向爱情的另一阶段，忠心的爱着对方，这就是我所期待的‘幸福’ 。。

每当我不开心时，都会独自驾着车，去到婚纱店前，望着那闪闪发亮的婚纱，呆个好几个钟。可说婚纱是我不开心时的陪伴，希望有天它能让我变成最快乐最漂亮的天使。

我能有这个机会披上这么漂亮的婚纱吗？

离开以后

忠心+坚持 = 爱情+永恒

Air On The G String

This is my fav song.. Try to close your eyes & feel all melody in this song..

Do you get the special feeling on it?

I felt it..

你的背叛，我的离开

 

眼泪停止了，心也破碎了，从你与其她人的一切一切，我看到了所有你对我的背叛。

之前跟你在一起的日子里，我每天一早都会在左想右想，然后做一些让你开心让你惊喜的事情，一有时间也会花上一段时间去想想你很喜欢而又很久没有吃的食物是什么，然后外带给你，也亲自为你下厨创做了一些YL特别设计的甜品。等你放工回家一起坐在饭桌前享用晚餐，然后帮你清洗衣服，帮你烫衣服，我也会把我心爱的娃娃足一的为它们一个一个的分别取名和按定生日日期，然后将娃娃们溶入我们的生活里就像我们的小宝宝，心里有种很幸福的感觉，就像我组织了一个温暖的小家庭。可能你一点都不在乎我所为你付出的一切吧。。

你时常都会因工作而在外留宿， 我从来都没有怀疑你，因为我相信你。但是事实的原来，每当我不在你身边的时候，你做了这么多背叛我的事情，你彻彻底底的在我心上割了很深很深的一刀，当时的我心很痛，说不出一句话来。

你的伤害让我很痛苦，所以我选择离开你，我带着我所有的东西和娃娃走出了这个家。很肯定的是，你的背叛让我在这段爱情里不会再有任何的留恋，也不会有遗憾的踏出我的双脚去走我下半辈子的第一步。今天我走了，明天我也会一步步的走下去，因为我醒了。

依然爱你

决定了离开你之后， 一串串的珍珠无时无刻都会自然的滑落下来。不受控制的眼泪真的不晓得几时会停止。至少我明白每一滴眼泪我都是我对你的真爱， 可知流尽眼泪的时候就是我们爱的路上的终点。这一刻会在何时呢？

希望我的不存在能让开心和幸福在下个每一分每一秒都围绕着你。

Dreaming Of You

Everytime when im thinking of you i will remember that my contact number you buy it from my friend when we are in secondary school, so interesting your attitude in my mind! lol..

After we known each others,  we become close day by day.. i like you this friend, u treat me sincerely all the time. Everynite u came my house, you will stay at my house outside & chit chat with me whole night but also not dare to go in my house, because you feel shy to face my parents, this is your answer for me..haha..

You rather free dinner for mosquito every night but not to absent your attendance everyday that time.

Stil remember when my 21st years old birth, you gift me a special cake. A big cake from Secret Recipe, every slice different flavor. Omg, i like it so much. i ate it everyday. Almost take 1 week only finish it. End up my weight add 1kg.. :-(

Thanz your caring & all you done, you are a special friend in my heart. I realize it when i am dreaming of you yesterday.

What i wish is you being well all the time.

All de best.. My Frien.. Xiao Di..

想念你

我想你的时候，你会不会也刚好正在想我。。。